5/4/10
20/2/10
11/2/10
22/1/10
14/1/10
Please come on back to me, I'm lonely as can be, I need you.
Said you had a thing or two to tell me, how was I to know you would upset me? I didn't realise as I looked in your eyes...You told me, oh yes, you told me, you don't want my lovin' anymore, that's when it hurt me. And feeling like this, I just can't go on anymore.
Please remember how I feel about you, I could never really live without you. So, come on back and see just what you mean to me. I need you.
8/1/10
Hey dad look at me! Think back and talk to me. Did I grow up according to plan? And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do? But it hurts when you disapprove all along.
And now I try hard to make it, I just want to make you proud. I'm never gonna be good enough for you, I can't pretend that. I'm alright and you can't change me.
'Cuz we lost it all, nothing last forever. I'm sorry, I can't be perfect. Now it's just too late and we can't go back.
I try not to think about the pain I feel inside. Did you know you used to be my hero? All the days you spent with me now seem so far away. And it feels like you don't care anymore.
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said, nothing's gonna make this right again. Please don't turn your back. I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you, but you don't understand.
Padre mirame, piensa en lo que ya pasó ¿Crecí yo a caso como tú querías? ¿Crees que lo que hago yo es tan solo divagar? Y me siento mal cuando dices no.
Y ahora intento con lo que hago que te sientas orgulloso de mí. Aunque nada que haga sea bueno para ti, no espero nada, estoy aquí y no podrás cambiarme.
Todo se perdió, nada es para siempre. Perdona, no soy perfecto. El tiempo se acabó, no podemos cambiarlo.
Intento no pensar en lo que me haces tú sentir. ¿Sabes?, tú eras mi héroe para todo. El tiempo que pasamos los dos creo que no se repetirá. Parece que no te importa nada más
Lo que has dicho nada lo cambiará, nada hará que esto marche bien. No me des la espalda, difícil es hablar contigo. Pero tú no puedes entender.
5/1/10
17/12/09
Mi vida había sido una interminable y tenebrosa media noche. Había sido, por necesidad para mí, siempre media noche. ¿Así que como era posible que el sol saliera justo en mi media noche?.
8/12/09
29/11/09
Here I stand head in hand turn my face to the wall. If he's gone I can't go on. Feeling two foot small.
Everywhere people stare each and every day, I can see them laugh at me and I hear them say:
Hey, you've got to hide your love away.
How can I even try? I can never win hearing them, seeing them. In the state I'm in, how could he say to me "Love will find a way?".
Gather round all you clowns, let me hear you say:
Hey, you've got to hide your love away.